POV

[Chaos Theory]

alright people lay the truth on me here

is it just me being stupid or is everyone just too nice to tellme the truth

The girl I like she is perfect in every way I dont know why she would like some guy like me, she desevers soo much more than anything I could have to offer her. I seriously think I am dreaming it all up or just stupid since I am an average guy, and whats a girl asspeical and greta as her sees in some joe 12 pack like myself.

though she has told me not to be soo stupid and silly I cant help in, its always been in my nature to be paraniod and think the worst so that I wont ever be caught off guard if I am away expecting the worst. I cant help in the back of my mind go "She loved him (her ex) she will never me" it drives me insane knowing that he was her 1st love and that he hurt her it boils my blood to a certain point of bloodlust and to make matter worst if things work out between us it can only last till the end of school because she is going to move away a mean like across the fuckin country to go to college while I am moving to another town, I cant imange my life without her in it but am I just trying to lament a flase hope or... I dunno I'm just losted right now.

[Gravity]

Everyone are special. Even you, Cyrus. No one is average. So you should stop thinking negative stuff about yourself. That's my meaning. Sorry if my words doesn't help.

[Lancet Jades]

alright people lay the truth on me here

is it just me being stupid or is everyone just too nice to tellme the truth

The girl I like she is perfect in every way I dont know why she would like some guy like me, she desevers soo much more than anything I could have to offer her. I seriously think I am dreaming it all up or just stupid since I am an average guy, and whats a girl asspeical and greta as her sees in some joe 12 pack like myself.

though she has told me not to be soo stupid and silly I cant help in, its always been in my nature to be paraniod and think the worst so that I wont ever be caught off guard if I am away expecting the worst. I cant help in the back of my mind go "She loved him (her ex) she will never me" it drives me insane knowing that he was her 1st love and that he hurt her it boils my blood to a certain point of bloodlust and to make matter worst if things work out between us it can only last till the end of school because she is going to move away a mean like across the fuckin country to go to college while I am moving to another town, I cant imange my life without her in it but am I just trying to lament a flase hope or... I dunno I'm just losted right now.
Cammy, you just gotta stop worrying. It wont do you any good. I thought Becky was too good for me when I first got together with her. I still think that sometimes, but I'm just glad I have her. She was also hurt in her previous relationship, probably much worse than your girl. It angers me too, but all you can do is be there for her, and make her feel loved by you. Also, at least you have her there with you right now. Me and Becky live a 15 hour drive apart, and we have to wait till next March just to see each other again for a week, which will bring the total number of days since we got together last may up to 12. 12 days, out of approximately 300 days, is all we will have gotten to see each other. Not only that, but it'd be hard for one of us to move to where the other lives. She has a lot of family where she lives, and really likes the area, whereas I live with my grandfather, and I know my living here is one of the major things that keeps him happy since my grandmother died.

And yet, through all that, we're still together, And we're gonna stay together, no matter what the odds, no matter how impossible it seems. Worrying about the future, wondering how it will work out, if it even will, are unavoidable, and maybe even neccessary at some points, but for now, just cherish the time you do have with her. And when she moves away, I'm sure you'll find some way for it to continue working. I've been through a lot of what you're going through now (lol, I can actually say I've gone through it...) and yeah, it sucks in some respects, but beleive me, its worth every last second of it :)

[Leknaat]

cammy you're special too. She probably sees all the great things in you that you're just overlooking at the moment. lol We tend to overlook our positive aspects and focus on the negative. We all do it sometimes. As for moving to different locations, well, I've never been through that with a loved one but I can say that I hope it works out for you.

[Chaos Theory]

I realize yeah you guys are right I shouldnt be all negetive and afriad, I should just enjoy what we have right now, be merry and gald and hope things work out for the better

thanks again I just think I was in a bad mood yesterday