5 years and 5 days

[Miles]

I'm five days late to post this but I didn't feel much like mentioning it before.

5 days ago was mine and Noah's anniversary.
Our 5th Anniversary.

I don't really have much reason to say "Yay us!" right now -.-;
Since we've spent so much time apart that it's almost sad that it's been so long.

Anyways. Here's to 5 years as a couple!
And here's to...The next...Um...

Lessee...
If we live til we're 100...Then um...Here's to the next 79 years?
Oh...wouldn't that be...75? Since Noah's older than me...

I dunno. I never did like math.

But yes. Let's hope that this time next year...He's here to celebrate with me.
And well! We need him to be well!

The second he gets the internet...He's so joining EF.
I don't care if I have to drag him here...Kicking and screaming.
He'll forgive me. He loves me too much to be mad at me. So I'll drag him here when I can.

[Kurbee]

Congratulations.

Me and my girlfriend are almost at the two year mark. Haha.

[Miles]

Yay for you!

[Lancet Jades]

Congrats, Holly! *sets fire to Noah* oops, I missed ;.;

[Miles]

.............................. ....................You did what to who-now?!

*Batters Lades to death with silly string*

[Irving1992]

Congrats Holly. When was the last time you saw him?

[Miles]

;.; My 20th Birthday.

So it's been one year and....2 months.

He's called Kimiko once and sent her a letter during that time and he did manage to IM me....But I haven't spoken to him. I missed him when he was online ;.;

The last time we spoke...He wished me happy birthday...And we said our "See you soon"'s....Only...He wasn't able to get online again after that...

We've been robbed ;.;

[Elisa Maza]

Yeah, his parents are a little.. crazy >.> Holly sent him gifts or something once in the mail, and ever since then, his parents were so freaked out they actually packed up and MOVED, taking Noah with them. They already knew and accepted Holly, so I have no idea what she sent that would freak them out so much.

Now I have no idea where they live, and he's not allowed on the internet anymore (they probably don't even HAVE the internet now) nor is he allowed to use the telephone. The few times me or Holly have gotten in contact with him have been when he sneaks away somehow and gets on an internet-ready computer.

Though really, nowadays he's unable to contact either of us for several reasons

[Miles]

Yeah, his parents are a little.. crazy >.> Holly sent him gifts or something once in the mail, and ever since then, his parents were so freaked out they actually packed up and MOVED, taking Noah with them. They already knew and accepted Holly, so I have no idea what she sent that would freak them out so much.


That was some scary stuff...Terrifying.
It'll give you nightmares...

Oh the stories I could tell...

Ranma 1/2 DVD Boxsets 1,2 and 3.
Rudolf the Movie
DS Screen Cleaner (It was Jirachi...I think...)
Froggy Pen (My favorite pen ;.; )
A photo frame (I bought it for Noah years ago.)
Pokemon Comics (As in, the old ones...That are kinda rare now.)

But his parents didn't get him anything and he was so miserable that Christmas had pretty much been canceled.
I spent most of Christmas day...Talking to him and trying to cheer him up.
Which worked, if I may add. I'm gifted...I can make him smile quite easily.

.........Oh! I sent him an R4 some weeks before that.....
It was funny cos when he got it...I had to confess...
I stole the mini-flash light that came with it >.>;
I felt so guilty...But it was so small and cute...

Apparently...Thinking of a Chibi Holly...Going "Oooh~ Pretty~" over a flash light...Was much better than having it for himself.

[Bloozilla]

Congrats Holly, I hope you get in touch with him someday.

[Miles]

I always have my own way.

I'll find him.

[Dark Marmosett]

congrats holly. long distances are bummers for the most part...but waiting will over come. heres to the best for another year and another moment closer to being there.

[jethro]

Congratulations on the 5 years :)

Yeah you'll find him...never give up

[Prince of Pistols]

Congrats on 5 years! :D
*Gives you a Super Cake*

*And a mighty cookie*

[Rainbow Dash]

The second he gets the internet...He's so joining EF.
I don't care if I have to drag him here...Kicking and screaming.
He'll forgive me. He loves me too much to be mad at me. So I'll drag him here when I can.
I thought we had this discussion? I'm all for it though.

Lessee...
If we live til we're 100...Then um...Here's to the next 79 years?
Oh...wouldn't that be...75? Since Noah's older than me...

Why only one lifetime?

[Miles]

I thought we had this discussion? I'm all for it though.


You....You probly won't be saying that when you see us together.

We were playing PSO with 2 other people once...And um...Uh...
We kinda...Scared them off...

I made a simple comment of "Aw! I'm so lame!" and Noah was all "Don't say such things. You're wonderful." and then I was like "You're more wonderful" >.> and it turned into a big, "I love you, you're so super amazing" thing...And then everyone else left <.<;;;

We're...Um...Rather...Mushy when we're together.
I end up a complete and utter...Gooey wreck of goo.

[Mina]

Congrats!

[Kaffee]

congrats Holly, Noah's a very lucky man. Cause you are a sweetheart, sweetheart. ;)

[Miles]

;.; Thank you.

[Irving1992]

I'll find him.

Wait, when you say they moved... you don't even know where to?

[Miles]

Nope.

His parents honestly packed up and left.

I asked Noah to tell me where he was moving to and even he didn't know.

[Irving1992]

What resources have you used to try to find him?

[Miles]

So far, just the internet.

I'm unsure what else to do really.

Why? You got some ideas. Cos if you do...Please share. Like...I'm begging.

[Elisa Maza]

I've done a lot on my end. Phonebooks and other name directories, internet searches, questioning people who were close to them, and so on.

They don't want to be found.

[Rainbow Dash]

Is something keeping Noah from living on his own?

[Elisa Maza]

Is something keeping Noah from living on his own?

He only has one leg, and his body is really weak. He needs to live with someone who can take care of him. Holly can tell you anything else about him, since it's not my place to really mention what happened recently. Well, sort of recently

[Miles]

He only has one leg, and his body is really weak. He needs to live with someone who can take care of him. Holly can tell you anything else about him, since it's not my place to really mention what happened recently. Well, sort of recently

Yeah. Don't really want to go into that. More for Noah...I don't feel comfortable talking about it.

I also don't think he'd enjoy living on his own. I think he'd probably get very lonely.
Of course...If he did live on his own...I probly would have been to see him...A fair few times by now.
I could travel there twice a year and stay for a few weeks and save money so that we can live together...Or I could simply move in with him.

Life would be so much easier that way....

But Noah isn't in a position to do that.
When Kimiko says he only has one leg...She doesn't mean it the way it sounds.
One of his legs is pretty much useless, though.

He's not in a position to live alone, work and fend for himself.
If he even tried...He'd most likely end up seriously hurting himself.

Right now...I am really regretting not saying to him "Forget common sense. I have some money. Just come over here and we'll sort everything out from there."

We'd have survived.

I'm just too darn smart for my own good and can be far too practical.
Sometimes you just have to jump in the deep end and hope you don't drown, you know.

Besides...The worst case scenario?
We'd be living with my mother and...That's not exactly bad. She'd cook for us and her rent-rate is nice and low...
The only down-side would be her boyfriend and that we'd be sleeping in her living room.
But at this rate, it's likely to come to that anyway.

On my own...The Government won't give me a place to live for the next 4 or so years.
With Noah...They'd give me a place within 12 months.
We'd count as priority because of Noah's poor health and because I only work part time.
I'd also only be able to work part-time...Due to Noah's health so...We'd be in a position where the Government would say we need a house urgently and we'd get one pretty quick.

I've thought about this long and hard and the way the Government works over here; Played a major part in Noah and me deciding that we should live here.
The Government helps people in need here and we'd always have a roof over our heads.
If we lived in the US...I bet we'd be homeless within 6 months.

[Rainbow Dash]

Don't worry, I don't think any less of him because of his condition.

I wish I could do something to help you with all of this.

[Zelphiel]

gratz on the longevity.

are you ever going to move to be closer to him or vice-versa?

[Miles]

gratz on the longevity.

are you ever going to move to be closer to him or vice-versa?

The plan is for us to live here o.o

But it ain't goin' well.

[Nickelback]

You both are very strong people. I have faith you'll pull through for each other and be happy in the end. You have my best wishes. I doubt there's anything I can do, but if there is, I can give it a shot.

[Miles]

Thanks Nick n.n

You're very kind.

I know it'll work out in the end.

I...honestly don't know how...But it'll have to.