I'm just giving you all a fair warning

[Miles]

You see...Yesterday, I called and stopped my current AOL internet account.
I was meant to be getting Virgin internet today...But they never showed up. They cancelled the order a few days ago, actually.
Now they won't be coming until Next week...But the reason for the LOA post is...

Well...My internet could cut out tonight, tomorrow...Any time between now and next saturday, so I wanted to let you all know in advance. Just incase it cuts off sooner, rather than later.

I'm sorry if I'm not allowed to make a post like this. I'm a little upset right now. And I just felt that I should let you all know...I assume you'd notice me not being here for a week or so?

I'm just really upset...Cos Noah gets back on Sunday...It's been so very long...I finally get him back and I could be going anyways.
I know that to some of you...It might not seem like such a big deal...But since january...I've only received a few emails from him and he hasn't even received any of mine...Due to hotmail messing up on him. He could only get online by going to the Library and that wasn't easy for him to do, so it was rare for us to be online at the same time and even then he was only around for 30 minutes.
Anyways...He's back on sunday and I'm just so worried that my connection will go before then. Especially since he's probly jumping for joy right now...As excited as a 5 year old on Christmas morning...And everything he's hoping for...Could just go down the drain.

7 days, right...Big deal? Yes, very big deal. For those of you that know me well enough...You'll remember that Noah and I have been through an awful lot. 7 days is a very big deal...Because it's 7 more days that we'll be apart. Besides, Noah is very sensitive. Even more so than me...I never thought I'd find someone more sensitive than me...But I did. Heh.

Ah...Sorry...I'm rambling on.

You can um...Delete this if it was wrong of me to make it here...I guess. Not much I can do to stop you...So yeah...

Hopefully I won't be going anywhere at all. But I thought I'd give you a heads-up.

[Dark Marmosett]

see you when you get back holly. best of luck with the installation.

[horrible]

I have a feeling that for the next 7 days or so EF is going to be a bit dull :(

poor Holly, hope it all works out

[Lancet Jades]

Get back when you can, Holly. Internet problems SUCK >.<

[Setzophone]

Oh noes! Hurry back. It'll be dull while you're away.

[mldyxcore]

K see ya.
Peace brotha
i'll miss ya
just not as much as you'd think-a

[Chicken Little]

Don't worry Holly, anyone disses the whole 7 day thing I'll kill em. ;)

Have some time off, relax and simply look forward for when you'll next talk with Noah, there's no use worrying about it right now when it's out of your hands.

[Kaffee]

gosh damn it, why bad things happen to good people, I hope everything works out for you sweetheart. Noah and you are special so fate won't be unkind to you, I just know it and even if it is, you can give fate the bird and go about your life how you want. I really hope you get back soon, I'll miss ya too much.

[Miles]

Don't worry Holly, anyone disses the whole 7 day thing I'll kill em. ;)


Everyone phears the mighty Fly!
Thank you.

And thanks to the rest of you, too.

So far...So good...Really. The internet is still up today...So I'm hoping tomorrow will be the same.
It seems like they don't cut connections over the weekends...So if I'm still here by Tuesday (Since they'll cut the connection at midnight on monday at the earliest.) then chances are...It might last until Thursday or Friday...And then I did all this worrying for nothing.
Although, I'd feel bad for making you all think I was gonna be gone for a bit...And then not go -.-; specially since you're all so nice.

I'm so glad to have friends like you n.n *Group hugginates you all* Very, very glad!

I just realized something...I trail off an awful lot. With my many dots.
I honestly talk like that, too...It's like I take a few seconds to think of what to say next.

[Kaffee]

I'm just glad that everything worked out for you. I've enjoyed reading your posts, so I never really thought anything about your pauses. Later gator.

[horrible]

I take a few seconds to think of what to say next.

how considerate of you, I just spew out the first thing that comes into my head, which is usually problematic later on (because I usually phrase something in an odd/wrong way or completely loose track of what I was saying and turn the conversation into spam or change the topic into the almost opposite of the original topic [for example; if we were talking about how I use smilies (-_-') too often, after about 30min or so the topic would turn into something like why penguins didn't evolve with functional wings >_>])

but seriously, back to the original topic...

I would strongly advise against getting very positive at the last moment, as I've found through personal experience; the hopeful get punished at the very last second, meaning your going to jinx yourself