Yeah

[Laggy]

for everyone that says they have to leave EF because of probs they are having.

i respect it, dont get me wrong, but why say your leaveing then come back days later, why not just leave when you need to, then come back without wasting the time of other members when you rethink it and come back the next day


I am on probation for somthing i didnt do, on saturdays i have to pick of trash on the side of the road in a very hot GA sun for things i didnt do!

bad part about that is that when i get hot, my skin burns
me and tiff broke up, very hard thiong to do, but it seems like the best thing for right now
my mom and dad, and rick all work there asses off and have nothing to show for it because we have NO MONEY!.. i cant find a job, and if i dont get one soon i'll go to jail because its a court order that i hold a full time job.
i have alot on my mind, and when i do have to go to NC for court i'll end up in jail because tiffs X wants to start sh!t, so ima fight him and end up in jail
i have no life other then online and playing games.. i have no real friends here and havnt for this long 9 months that i've lived in GA... when i get off probation im leaving the US to go to africa where i may stay for the rest of my life because the USA has done nothing but fuke me over,...
and i've not said or thought about leaveing EF
this is more then a site, we are friends here, real friends... that count in full not just "online friends"

so you know, im just tierd of everyone sayin they got to go, for things they only think are bad, hell theres alot of things that could be worst then whats going on with me, and a LOT worst then what some of you are saying aswell
if you think this is just a silly site, why are you still here?

with all due respect
-Laggy

[Boycrazy]

that made alot of sense!

[Twilight]

i said i might be leaving not becuase of my girlfriend Laggy because i have lots of stuff to catch up on... i have to clean so much.. summerschool... family friends.. all that i Might leave im not sure but until i can get these problems worked out in my life i may not be posting much for now and yes this is just more then a site because i do count you guys as my family(but i dont hav eproblems with you)

[Laggy]

:lancy see this is the prob with threads like this... its for EVERYONE.. i didnt make it because of you, so read it, get someone out of it, whatever but dont think its aimed on any one member...just making some points that needed to be made

[Lancet Jades]

Yeah, I agree with Laggy. My life is ****, and its always BEEN ****, but you never see me going "Oh, I dunno, I'm gonna leave EF for a bit to think things over." Granted, I'm the owner, but that doesn't mean I cant take a break now and then. You wanna know what MY life has been like?



For 8 years in school (6 really bad ones), I was teased relentlessly. Kids teased me about my name, my medication, and even physcially abused. Girls used to hit me, knowing if I tried to retaliate, all the boys would rush in to "protect them from being viciously assaulted by me." Teachers turned a blind eye to what the other kids did, and if I DARED to try ANY kind of reprisal, I was slapped with detention or suspension in a split second. I never had any friends. Any people who DID want to be my friend wanted to only be friends "in secret", because they didn't want to be seen with me. My parents, although they tried, never did enough. I used to beg, and plead, and cry on the way to school EVERY SINGLE DAY to them to not make me go, but they just pushed me out the door after threatening to pull me in there in front of the other kids. And, as far as girls go, I didn't even THINK about having a girlfriend until I was 16. I've never had anyone I could go to, or rely on, or just have hold me when things got bad. MY mom sure didn't; all she did was go and cry herself, and say "you just worry me so much". Even now, my life is ****. I'm 265 lbs., I've never had a gf except for Becky, and even that isn't going too well, my dad's a lazy ****er who puts himself before me always, I'm socially inept, due to how ****ty my childhood and teen years were. Even if I like a girl, I'm too scared to ask her out, fearing I'll get rejected, which is how it always turns out. Hell, the only reason I have Becky is because SHE said she liked me. If she hadn't, we wouldn't be together right now. I've never had a jon, and frankly, I'm scared to get one, which I'll have to when i return from visiting my mom in July.



Despite all that, I don't say "Oh, maybe I'll take some time off from EF", I don't say "Oh, I'm maybe gonna kill myself", I just deal with it, and try my ****ing hardest to be nice and ameable to the people who faithfully visit and post at EF. If I AM in a bad mood, I try my damndest to not take it out on you.



I respect it if you need some time to sort things out, even if it means you can't visit much (just like Camus is doing right now), but when you go off and say "Oh, i'm maybe gonna kill myself, whatever shall i do?" and go on for a few days before deciding to return, I find it hard to tolerate that.

[Wallie Wildo]

i came back because we could pay the damn rent your fu*king pissing me offf fu*k you and i dont give a shit if your life is hard and youve never fucking thouhgt about suicide well thats you i however do think about suicide now what the fuck does it piss you off for its not like i was just doing it for the fucking posts i posted it to find out what the hell the point of life is and i didnt get an answer from you guys i found it out myself then i closed it if i was doing it for the fucking posts i wouldnt have closed it and about the leaving thread how the hell am i supposed to know if were going to pay the damn rent if i would have known i wouldnt have made the thread now would i i dont lie about shit like this and i kinda get from this that your calling me a lier and that i would lie about it to just raise my fucking post count well fuck that and fuck you i wouldnt lie about that just to get a little spam in just demod me cause i gurentee i wont be back

[Wallie Wildo]

but ill be here every now and then today to see what people say in this thread i might post in this thread if someone wants to argue but other then that im never posting againg

[Chance]

Cacaw...I somehow doubt you were part of that specific group he was talking about, it's not like you said, I'm leaving because I have problems, you straight up said that you were trying to pay the rent, you'd be back if you did, and you wouldn't be back if you didn't...you're case was much different, I really dont' think he was referring to you...

[Laggy]

hell no... WTF cacaw you know i like you i wouldnt bitch to you about anything like that...

its the "im leaving cause i might die if my girl leaves me" and "i have to go i may be back later on" then they come back today, and the main thing is the people who dont tell us WHY they leave when they say they need to, then come back the next day

you HAD to do what you did, i respect that....
and other people who leave the state or country they live in, they HAVE to go...

its the ones that seem like they are only saying there leaveing, or only leaveing to get attention and see what people will say…

[Lancet Jades]

Yeah cacaw, i wasnt talking about you. There's a difference between things like what laggy said, and something like the rent that you have no control over. I wasn't implying you at all in that post, Cacaw.