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Dark Marmosett
11-17-2005, 09:46 AM
Ok...I have to make this quick since lass just ended. My sister once again has screwed everythign up with my life. I went to go onto the computer and she must have chanegd the password for my login to the computer. Why does she do this. Why is it always me.
Rainbow Dash
11-17-2005, 11:59 AM
As I said, there must be something done about her. Death, however, is too good for her, though if I were in your situation she WOULD be dead by now. Your parents too, for ignoring her like this. I may talk to my own mother (who is friends with her) and perhaps she can intervene somehow, but you and I are powerless.
mldyxcore
11-17-2005, 12:11 PM
I can't say I blame her. You deserve it.
Rainbow Dash
11-17-2005, 12:13 PM
Why??
mldyxcore
11-17-2005, 12:13 PM
For subjecting all of us, including her, to his stupidity.
Rainbow Dash
11-17-2005, 12:17 PM
It isnt stupidity, its just that he (along with myself) is unable to express what he is feeling completely. It sounds like you have succumbed to his aura as well, weak-minded fool.
Nickelback
11-17-2005, 12:23 PM
Good god. It's kind of useless if your parents pretend to know nothing about it and basically support her anyway. That's bullshit man, you need to do something about it. Change it to a password she cant guess, and make sure to log off or something before you leave it. =/
Leknaat
11-17-2005, 12:30 PM
It sounds to me like your sister gets off on making you suffer. Older siblings can be a pain in the ass. How old is your sister? I was just wondering because she's acting like she's five.
mldyxcore
11-17-2005, 01:43 PM
It isnt stupidity, its just that he (along with myself) is unable to express what he is feeling completely. It sounds like you have succumbed to his aura as well, weak-minded fool. I don't know what part of that to correct first.
It is stupidity. Him "Expressing himself" by acting like a whiney idiot is pretty stupid in my opinion.
He has no aura.
Weak minded? Me? Nah.
Rainbow Dash
11-17-2005, 01:53 PM
I don't know what part of that to correct first.
It is stupidity. Him "Expressing himself" by acting like a whiney idiot is pretty stupid in my opinion.
He has no aura.
Weak minded? Me? Nah.
You seem to have no basis for what you are saying, seeing as you have been sounding pretty whiney yourself recently.
The Deity
11-17-2005, 03:14 PM
You seem to have no basis for what you are saying, seeing as you have been sounding pretty whiney yourself recently.
If his only course of action is to come on here and comlain about it, Cricket has a valid point. Not once have I seen him ever state something that sounds like he's trying to stop her. Being passive and whiney about it won't alleviate the situation.
Lycanthroat
11-17-2005, 03:59 PM
Gotta admit Gundam...
You have been pretty emo lately. Every time I've logged on there's a new Gate thread =/
Lancet Jades
11-17-2005, 04:21 PM
Yeah, but no one ever said you HAD to reply to them. Though I see your point. Just make sure you do any gundam-bashing in here (the gates), and not elsewhere.
Though I do agree that there've been a lot. Though, perhaps Gundam doesn't have any control over it, as it seems. I know I've been in plenty of situations like that myself, where I just get jerked around but have no real control. =/
Sassafrass Raistimass
11-17-2005, 04:31 PM
My sister once again has screwed everythign up with my life. I went to go onto the computer and she must have chanegd the password for my login to the computer.Quoth Shakespeare:Nigga say wha?
Qween B
11-17-2005, 05:41 PM
k seriously gundam dont complain about it to us as everyone said do somthing about it
make your password somthing she wont guesss like 'RamenNoodlesZomg'
and do somthing like i dunno talk to her calmly, if shes a bitch about it, get firm. id smack her across the face but i dont think youd do that...
I just realized your personality in life is like mine. We both seem to be too passive. Me, I realized I gotta be more assertive. Bitch step up and I'm slappin' the ho.
You need to fight fire with fire. Rape her Barbies or something.
Night
11-17-2005, 06:38 PM
i must say that ive never been a big fan of you gundam, and i do know how you feel, im in the same type of situation myself, but really, that isnt ruining your life.
ruining your life would be like if she publicized all of your old photos and hard drive contents. she locked you out of the computer.
when my bro pulled shit like that i slapped him up, now he doesnt even try.
Rainbow Dash
11-17-2005, 06:42 PM
Since he is unable to give more explanation about this, I will fill you all in.
1) His sister has his parents' support. His mom is such a whiney bitch that it makes Gundam look like Thomas Jefferson. His dad I haven't met, but he seems to be a common criminal. She lives on her own, but comes back to the house to use their computer, even though she STOLE GW's computer and took it for herself. She is 20-something years old, is massively in debt, and refuses to work and simply mooches off her parents.
2) His sister set up all the passwords on that computer, so she would know what his was, though he SHOULD have changed it since he should not trust her by now. She changed his password, and HAS NOT TOLD HIM WHAT THE NEW PASSWORD WAS (this seems to be the point many of you are missing). When he told his mom, she said that maybe it was for the better since they don't have virus protection anyway. This means that he will be unable to get on more than once or twice a day during the week while at school.
3) How in the hell is he supposed to stand up against someone that does everything behind his back? Its not like he could just get in her way and refuse to move out of protest as she was changing his password. He can't physically attack her because the law would not be on his side (if they gave a fuck, as they have shown before that they do not) nor would his parents.
4) Would you rather he keep everything bottled up, the way I did before I snapped and went literally insane? I put my rants like this one in my journal because it is nice to know that maybe SOMEONE will read them without attracting everyone's attention at once (except for the occasion that I make a post telling people to look at my journal due to a confession I might have made within it)
Sassafrass Raistimass
11-17-2005, 07:42 PM
His mom is such a whiney bitch that it makes Gundam look like Thomas Jefferson....TJ was a pretty whiny bitch. Great guy and all, but he didn't exactly have a reputation for shutting the fuck up.
How in the hell is he supposed to stand up against someone that does everything behind his back? Fight fire with fire. Physical confrontations are so passé.
Sonic
11-17-2005, 07:48 PM
I believe that siblings are genitically born to be enemies based on my experience with having an older brother. Its just not natural to get along.
Travisblaze
11-17-2005, 08:32 PM
I know what's wrong, you've been a bad person and karma has fucked with you my friend.
nightsavior
11-17-2005, 08:42 PM
I don't see it as "emo" asking for advice. A matter of fact I hate that label. Most people say if anyone is a deep thinker or actually feels any semblence of emotion they're so annoyingly "emo." Whatever. stereotypes suck.
True maybe Gundam has put in quite a few complaints but everyone here has had hard times where nothing seemed to be getting better. In my opinion it's more constructive he vent here then getting a magnum 45 from a pawn shop and shooting her in the head. Perhaps some see that as "edgy cool" to react that way but to me that's more "emo" because such acts are spurned on by nothing "but" intense emotion. Gundam is actually going about this in a very safe level headed way.
All I can say is at some point your sister will start being nice to you most likely. Sibling rivalry is very common fortunatelly most people grow out of it by their mid twenties or even sooner. Anotherwords endure a bit of hassle and be patient while also researching a way to make it alot more of a bitch for her to change your pass-word.
Rainbow Dash
11-17-2005, 08:54 PM
All I can say is at some point your sister will start being nice to you most likely. Sibling rivalry is very common fortunatelly most people grow out of it by their mid twenties or even sooner. Anotherwords endure a bit of hassle and be patient while also researching a way to make it alot more of a bitch for her to change your pass-word.
...She IS in her mid-twenties...
Fight fire with fire. Physical confrontations are so passé
I was thinking along those lines as well, but what is he supposed to do still? Anything his sister can get away with, he wouldn't ever be able to get away with. Unless his mother were to finally see that she has been neglecting him, but knowing her, that's unlikely unless something MAJOR were to happen.
mldyxcore
11-17-2005, 09:00 PM
If his only course of action is to come on here and comlain about it, Cricket has a valid point. Not once have I seen him ever state something that sounds like he's trying to stop her. Being passive and whiney about it won't alleviate the situation. Glad you see it my way.
You seem to have no basis for what you are saying, seeing as you have been sounding pretty whiney yourself recently. I've been whining all this time? Damn, I thought I was just pointing out how much of a **** Gundam is.
Sassafrass Raistimass
11-17-2005, 10:15 PM
I don't see it as "emo" asking for advice.He didn't ask for advice.
Most people say if anyone is a deep thinker or actually feels any semblence of emotion they're so annoyingly "emo."Just because I'm paranoid doesn't mean that they aren't out to get me.
In my opinion it's more constructive he vent here then getting a magnum 45 from a pawn shop and shooting her in the head. Perhaps some see that as "edgy cool" to react that way but to me that's more "emo" because such acts are spurned on by nothing "but" intense emotion.I do believe you have mastered every form of the straw man, and even invented some of your own. Kudos.
I was thinking along those lines as well, but what is he supposed to do still? Dunno. Based on what I know of his character, I'm guessing he can't do subtle too well, so I'm a bit out of my element here.
nightsavior
11-17-2005, 11:28 PM
I'd simply suggest better computer security. I'll proably ask my pc expert friend what precautions can be taken to prevent a pass word from being changed. As for the sibling rivalry thing anyone who has brothers or sisters has to go through that gauntlet. As I said Gundam she'll proably eventually outgrow the petty bull-shit and be too busy with her own personal life drama to harass you but when you look at things on a larger scale it's not that big of a deal. In some parts of the world people your age are guerilla soldiers getting shot up into hamburger meat or ending their lives as suicide bombers. Trust me life could be alot worse bro.
Side note: Yv...That is why I always say "most" instead of "all." Their are always exceptions. Hopefully being how old she is she'll eventually move out or be too occupied with college or a social life to act like a wrathful premature 5 year old when it comes to her brother. Or so one would hope, heh.
Lycanthroat
11-18-2005, 05:58 AM
Emo = Moany (!!!)
4) Would you rather he keep everything bottled up, the way I did before I snapped and went literally insane? I put my rants like this one in my journal because it is nice to know that maybe SOMEONE will read them without attracting everyone's attention at once (except for the occasion that I make a post telling people to look at my journal due to a confession I might have made within it)
Personally, I believe letting something out like this should be done privately. Draw, play games or listen to some music. Don't post something whiney on an online forum and expect sympathy. An online journel is a good idea, I suppose.
ok idiots... to change a PASSWORD to begin with it wouldnt matter if SHE was computer administrator since she can just take off the password herself and change it.... so it wouldnt do shit... and second of all... age dont mean shit... go beat the bitch... if the parents really dont give a fuck about you that much... then just go live elsewhere and report child this n that on them and say... hey, you guys fucked me over first... aint payback such a bitch? *throws rock*
Dark Marmosett
11-18-2005, 11:41 AM
God. I'm not welcome around here either. Might as well kill myself as it is. YOu can't fight against someone that does this stuff while your at school and leaves while you just get home. Not possible. And I think I do have a solution to getting on my computer. I was talking to a guy in my one class today he says he has this cd that has a program on it that does something to the comptuer that you can do with it. I think it started with a N. Well he says he'll give me a cd. It might help me with my problem. Maybe if it works.
Sassafrass Raistimass
11-18-2005, 12:26 PM
Might as well kill myself as it is.I lol'd. Then I ate a sandwich, came back, and lol'd again.
Big Mac
11-18-2005, 12:33 PM
Damn, you whine better than my grandma, GW. Seriously, though, you need to step up--get even, choke the chicken under her covers, and when she goes to bed... BAM! Splooge surprise. That's all it's about, she's just looking for a worthy opponent and you've shown yourself weak thus far.
In conclusion; slap tha' ho and take her cornbread, ya' hear?
Qween B
11-18-2005, 12:40 PM
In conclusion; slap tha' ho and take her cornbread, ya' hear?
LMAO what the hell?!
Big Mac
11-18-2005, 12:41 PM
LMAO what the hell?!
I'm sure someone was gonna' say that about the "splooge surprise." :D
Qween B
11-18-2005, 12:43 PM
im trying to pretend you never said that....
i say beat her up stil =P
if your not gonna do that ummmm burn stuff in her room? burn her bras? how old is she?
Big Mac
11-18-2005, 12:47 PM
im trying to pretend you never said that....
I can respect that. :P
But I'm still rooting for the "doing something nasty enough to make her squel (sp?) like a pig" approach.
nightsavior
11-18-2005, 03:43 PM
Gundam ok now you have developed a problem. It's ok to feel bad about unfortunate or crappy situations that happen but whining about them is going to do little to help. Even when I post in the gates I try making it funny or "spoofing" what is bothering me that way everyone including myself can have a good laugh about it.
Problems only go away when you work at solving them. For example perhaps if you talked to your sister and got to know her more as well as letting her know you better a friendship would be estabalished. Thus she wouldn't harass you anymore. If she remains a bitch give her psychological hell in return. Go through her diary and recite it out loud from a window, run around showing her panties to your friends, Pick at a few physical flaws. Maybe she'll get the hint and realize the "war" you have going between you isn't fucking worth it.
I know for a fact "hitting" her won't do jack. If anything your parents will get even more pissed and you could end up in juvenile hall. Reacting on anger is reacting on very strong emotions and unconstructive thus oh so very "annoyingly emo". Besides the fact it'll get you in severe trouble possibly even with the authorities and damage your rep.
A buddhist or shaolin will say so long as you walk your path with one constant step of desire you're still making progress. But when you stop walking sit down and start whining how life is unbarable you're not getting anywhere fast. I could recite all the annoying tragedies in my life to make you realize just how good you got it but instead I'll simply say be a man and grow up.
Rainbow Dash
11-18-2005, 03:50 PM
If that CD doesnt work, I'll get myself and my mother involved with this.
And lack of conpanionship is not enough to kil oneself over. When I first attempted suicide that was about 10% of my problems, and still I didn't follow through with it.
nightsavior
11-18-2005, 04:01 PM
Most times people threaten suicide it is a bluff or a cry for help. I'm not saying their still not in a dangerous situation but if I really wanted to kill myself I wouldn't advertise. Actually I'd smile, socialize, and act as if I'm having a fantastic week all while pre-meditating my personal murder. If people know I'm going to do it they can stop me and if I "really" wanted to die I wouldn't want to be halted in my progress.
Suicide isn't something to take lightly Gundamn. I'm sure even Yvl can tell you that. I understand alot has piled up and your frusterated and depressed but you still got to breath deep and press on. If you die will you ever become a better artist? Will you ever have that beautiful first feeling of love? Will you ever get to learn amazing new things and see awe inspiring new horizons through the eyes of the living? No you will not. Life is a gift so don't dishonor it.
Lastly Yvl says he is going to try to help you along with his mom. At least hold out until then.
Rainbow Dash
11-19-2005, 11:22 PM
Most times people threaten suicide it is a bluff or a cry for help. I'm not saying their still not in a dangerous situation but if I really wanted to kill myself I wouldn't advertise. Actually I'd smile, socialize, and act as if I'm having a fantastic week all while pre-meditating my personal murder. If people know I'm going to do it they can stop me and if I "really" wanted to die I wouldn't want to be halted in my progress.
Suicide isn't something to take lightly Gundamn. I'm sure even Yvl can tell you that. I understand alot has piled up and your frusterated and depressed but you still got to breath deep and press on. If you die will you ever become a better artist? Will you ever have that beautiful first feeling of love? Will you ever get to learn amazing new things and see awe inspiring new horizons through the eyes of the living? No you will not. Life is a gift so don't dishonor it.
Lastly Yvl says he is going to try to help you along with his mom. At least hold out until then.
EVEN Yvl? Yvl says HE is going to? What is all this? I've attempted suicide three times, twice out of insanity, once out of depression. My reasons for my attempt while depressed were somewhat similar to GW's, but I've got another strong factor in my life that accounts for it. And I'm a girl.
Chicken Little
11-20-2005, 04:07 AM
EVEN Yvl? Yvl says HE is going to? What is all this? I've attempted suicide three times, twice out of insanity, once out of depression. My reasons for my attempt while depressed were somewhat similar to GW's, but I've got another strong factor in my life that accounts for it. And I'm a girl.
Im the queen of france, didnt you know thats why they surrender alot, cuz i just cant be fucked.
Gundam ok now you have developed a problem. It's ok to feel bad about unfortunate or crappy situations that happen but whining about them is going to do little to help. Even when I post in the gates I try making it funny or "spoofing" what is bothering me that way everyone including myself can have a good laugh about it.
Different ppl have different ways of dealing with problems, what works for you may not work for another person. If gw wants to bitch moan and whine to vent about a bitch at least he gets to tell someone, regardless of if they give a crap how much of a bitch that person is.
Suicide isn't something to take lightly Gundamn. I'm sure even Yvl can tell you that. I understand alot has piled up and your frusterated and depressed but you still got to breath deep and press on. If you die will you ever become a better artist? Will you ever have that beautiful first feeling of love? Will you ever get to learn amazing new things and see awe inspiring new horizons through the eyes of the living? No you will not. Life is a gift so don't dishonor it.
From experience, when youre depressed you could give 2 fucks about things you take for granted and things other ppl think are worth it. You usually just want ppl to go and commit mass genocide or something so you dont have to put up with all the crap. Then people who actually go through with attempted suicide usually chicken out and break down as an emotional wreck because they dont have the support they desperatly want because people are too retarded and selfish.
Whos to say gw will get better as an artist
Whos to say he will find love or learn something amazing and profound.
You dont know that he will for all you know you stopping him could prolong suffering and cause more torment while you sit back and say 'man im such a decent individual because i helped a person'
Lycanthroat
11-20-2005, 09:42 AM
As much as I hate to say it....LOL. I apologize Gundam, but :chuckle
Aw, Gundam, get over yourself. We all know you're not going to kill yourself, so I'm not even delving into that.
Why don't you just hate the world, the basic premise of what Nabs said? Works for me. If you want to bitch and moan, do it in private or do some really twisted art (think Silent Hill type stuff) - you feel much better afterwards.
So, cheer up and fuck the world.
The Deity
11-20-2005, 12:32 PM
EVEN Yvl? Yvl says HE is going to? What is all this? I've attempted suicide three times, twice out of insanity, once out of depression. My reasons for my attempt while depressed were somewhat similar to GW's, but I've got another strong factor in my life that accounts for it. And I'm a girl.
What difference does gender (or the gender you consider yourself) matter when it comes to suicide? It all ends the same ande it stims from depression.
nightsavior
11-20-2005, 01:34 PM
"If that CD doesnt work, I'll get myself and my mother involved with this."
Yeah "you" said that Yvl. Anotherwords you let Gundam know you would help him. Don't jump on me. You are the one that put it out there. Sorry about the gender confusion but your name doesn't exactly hint at being female. Even your avy looks more "masculine" themed in my opinion. Shit sista it's a forum and though I'm a regular I still don't know every person's gender to the last member.
Yup you're right I don't know about suicide. completly new concept to me. (sarcasm).I know one doesn't give two fucks about living when they're suicidal but that doesn't mean it is right for them to off themselves either. It would be different if the samurai tradition applied and gundam did an act so dishonorable suicide was acceptable. However knowing the type of person he is I doubt he has raped or killed an innocent person lately.
I rather encourage a friend to live or solve their problems then be like "Here homie, Don't worry every chamber is loaded so there's no room for error. Oh if you decide not to shoot yourself you can still put a bullet or two in your sister for changing your password. That'll teach a skank!"
Why did people start jumping my shit when many others have said to smack a ho and other such pearls of shakespearin wisdom?
I don't want to get in a beef with many of you that I even consider friends, but treating me like a noob to being depressed and suicidal is ridiculous considering I'm Bi-polar and battle the shit on an almost daily basis. Still Gundam is newer to it perhaps so he just needs more time to develop skills to cope.
As bad as it sounds Nabeshin and Lycan are right Gundam...Turn that depression into constructive rage if that is the only thing that'll keep you walking. Just don't let that anger make you do something that leads to the slammer or juvi hall.
Sassafrass Raistimass
11-20-2005, 02:03 PM
We all know you're not going to kill yourself, so I'm not even delving into that.Yeah, I don't get why people are actually dignifying that with serious responses.
What difference does gender (or the gender you consider yourself) matter when it comes to suicide? It all ends the same ande it stims from depression.They were two seperate points.
"If that CD doesnt work, I'll get myself and my mother involved with this."
Yeah "you" said that Yvl. Anotherwords you let Gundam know you would help him. Don't jump on me. You are the one that put it out there.That wasn't the point. You said even Yvl, as if Yvl was some opposite extreme used to further prove a point, but there was no reason to believe that he was, in fact, an opposite extreme.
Sorry about the gender confusion but your name doesn't exactly hint at being female. Even your avy looks more "masculine" themed in my opinion. Shit sista it's a forum and though I'm a regular I still don't know every person's gender to the last member.He's pissy about it because he made some big to-do about it a while ago saying he was a girl in a guy's body, then expects everyone to never call him a guy again, despite the fact that we've been doing so for months and just about everyone on the internet is assumed a guy anyway until proven otherwise, usually with nudey photos. Yeah, that's it.
nightsavior
11-20-2005, 03:43 PM
"That" I didn't know Raist. Then again Yvl got pissed when I spelled her title Yv1 too. I thought it was a very minor oversight but Yvl ragged on me for it awhile. lol.
Yvl chill. I apologize for the misunderstandings but why get your blood boiling over it? It would be different if I was out for your pain and suffering but I'm not. They were simple mistakes not an attack on you directly.
Going back to my good sir Gundam. I hope by now things have settled bro. I'd suggest pouring your energies into something you love such as your art though I know when your down you feel drained. Try getting your roots back however. Find something to center yourself or that is at least a pleasant distraction (And by pleasant distraction I don't mean lighting up, shooting up, or getting drunk.)
I understand you "feel" suicidal now, but it usaully passes fortunatelly. In the meanwhile simply hang in there and try being calm. I'm not saying this is at all easy, afterall I've been in four hospitals for suicidal tendancies during my strech as a teenager, but when you look back I can guarantee you'll be happy you stuck in there and didn't do anything to harm yourself.
Overdoses suck because they have to do a stomach pump on you and cutting on yourself just gives you scars. Trust me paramedics work fast as do concerned parents + friends so you proably would not succeed and even if you did suicide is "not" painless. Documented cases prove even methods of doing it swiftly still often leave people to suffer a good while before they pass on. If you need help there are better ways of asking for it then putting yourself at risk.
Rainbow Dash
11-20-2005, 07:15 PM
o.O you people take me WAY WAY WAY too seriously. The only way I can actually be pissed off is if either a) you oust me in public, b) if you ruin a movie or game for me, or c) you remind me IN DEPTH of my past. The only times those have happened here were when I saw a spoiler in the default avatars section for Suikoden 2 and when a few people got on my case after a certain post I made.
I know you're not out for my pain and suffering, I would be making your own life miserable if you were.
Speaking of which...
He's pissy about it because he made some big to-do about it a while ago saying he was a girl in a guy's body, then expects everyone to never call him a guy again, despite the fact that we've been doing so for months and just about everyone on the internet is assumed a guy anyway until proven otherwise, usually with nudey photos. Yeah, that's it
*Narrows eyes*
Tell your parents to get her help.
.... *shakes head and sighs at these people and their suicide antics* for christ sakes... things arent ever that bad and even if it is why bother thinkin kill yourself? yeah thats shows how great a person is when they just jump off of life... pussies... and if people dont like ya then makem like ya... change yourself around them, it aint that hard... dont mean youre changing yourself at all... just adjusting to situations... and if it dont cease... learn self constraint and other means of getting over yourself cuz not a single fucking person on the face of the Earth needs to think theyre better than anyone... damn underlings... and so on and so on... *walks away and bombs thread*
Dark Marmosett
11-21-2005, 09:11 AM
Mac...you scaring me more than usual. Actually it'll probably work. And if not....then well have to see what happens next. And besides Black Death. Have you ever read my mind before and hwo many suicidal thoughts I had. Over the past year I had at least well over 300 + suicide thoughts.
Sassafrass Raistimass
11-21-2005, 10:50 AM
*Narrows eyes*S'what I do, love. Eternal crusade against willful ignorance and all that jazz.
Have you ever read my mind before and hwo many suicidal thoughts I had. Over the past year I had at least well over 300 + suicide thoughts.Yet again, you've made me lolol. Anyone who tries to assign a numerical number to suicide is not suicidal, and likely never has been.
Rainbow Dash
11-21-2005, 12:12 PM
Mac...you scaring me more than usual. Actually it'll probably work. And if not....then well have to see what happens next. And besides Black Death. Have you ever read my mind before and hwo many suicidal thoughts I had. Over the past year I had at least well over 300 + suicide thoughts.
Which is different than most teens... how? Still, that's kinda odd, counting how many times you've thought of suicide...
And Raist, how can you say you are crusading against ignorance while you choose to be ignorant to a condition that tens of thousands of people have and is medically proven to exist? Believe what you want, but don't be hypocritical about it.
nightsavior
11-21-2005, 01:03 PM
Why count em out? I rather not remember thoughts of "when" I was that low. I don't mind you're feeling upset gundam. Furthermore I don't see it as wrong you're depressed. What is screwed up is your personal choice to "dwell" on nothing but negatives and parade around being a drama king. I know Nabs is right and we all handle shitty situations differently but by now I thought you gathered the gumption to move on. Stop wallowing in shit. Sadly it attracts nothing but flies.
Qween B
11-21-2005, 01:49 PM
And besides Black Death. Have you ever read my mind before and hwo many suicidal thoughts I had. Over the past year I had at least well over 300 + suicide thoughts.
first of all i doubtr he counts he wa sjust using a big number to say how often and such he thinks about it
Dear GW,
Your trying to sound more intelligent during these things other than just another whiney attention whoreing teenager, if you are or arent at this point, get therapy. seriously, this isnt an insult, get therepy
Rainbow Dash
11-21-2005, 02:50 PM
Why count em out? I rather not remember thoughts of "when" I was that low. I don't mind you're feeling upset gundam. Furthermore I don't see it as wrong you're depressed. What is screwed up is your personal choice to "dwell" on nothing but negatives and parade around being a drama king. I know Nabs is right and we all handle shitty situations differently but by now I thought you gathered the gumption to move on. Stop wallowing in shit. Sadly it attracts nothing but flies.
:chuckle pun intended?
Sassafrass Raistimass
11-21-2005, 03:27 PM
And Raist, how can you say you are crusading against ignorance while you choose to be ignorant to a condition that tens of thousands of people have and is medically proven to exist? Believe what you want, but don't be hypocritical about it.I don't have much a problem at all with the condition, beyond minor qualms about extent and application; mind you, I've never actually seen "proof" of this condition before, but that's never stopped me from lending credence to theories before and it won't now. My problem is with you claiming to have it, when just about everything I've learned about anything says otherwise.
Night
11-21-2005, 04:06 PM
i read most of this thread, except the really really long posts, i skimmed those, cuz most are just word stretchers...
Im not gonna tell him to shut up, and say i dont care. I obviously do, everyone who posted in this thread does to some degree.
It sucks about your family, but its a pretty wackass excuse to say that you cant do anything about your life because of it. its your business to take control, your sister might be a bitch, but try changing your own password, or even better, get a new hard drive, put it in, install windows, andmake yourself the administrator, lock the bitch out. whats she gonna do kill you? dont you want someone to anyway? hell. i see no downside to my plan, logic is flawless, resistance futile, all that jazz.
night sk8r
11-21-2005, 04:59 PM
sry man i wish i could help but theres prolly nuthing i can do
Rainbow Dash
11-21-2005, 05:12 PM
i read most of this thread, except the really really long posts, i skimmed those, cuz most are just word stretchers...
Im not gonna tell him to shut up, and say i dont care. I obviously do, everyone who posted in this thread does to some degree.
It sucks about your family, but its a pretty wackass excuse to say that you cant do anything about your life because of it. its your business to take control, your sister might be a bitch, but try changing your own password, or even better, get a new hard drive, put it in, install windows, andmake yourself the administrator, lock the bitch out. whats she gonna do kill you? dont you want someone to anyway? hell. i see no downside to my plan, logic is flawless, resistance futile, all that jazz.
Problem is that he has to get the hard drive and the money for it first.
Raist, I was tormented throughout my childhood enough as it was, so I had to put on a mask to hide my true self, which was actually quite caring and cheerful. It kinda melted on though, and I'm having a hard time getting it off.
night sk8r
11-21-2005, 05:15 PM
Does your sister know a lot about computers and stuff like actually the technical stuff or just as much as an average person would know
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